Object Free Write Round 2

This time I got a Joker card.

I think this is an interesting object I am a fan of poker and I play sometimes with my freinds for cash. In some card games the joker can be a wild card too. I can relate to that because I consider myself kind of a wild card. In the sense that I am spontaneous and unpredictable. I never say or do what people expect out of me I like to do things my way instead. Sometimes I do things for my own personal entertainment even if nobody else gets it. That is just the kind of person I am and that is kind of how I think about life. I really hate it when people expect you to do or say certain things because I do not like to be around people that push their will on you or try to control me. This joker card also reminds me of the character in the Batman movies. And then I think of the wacko in Colorado that shot up the movie premeire dressed up as the joker. I really dont understand the motivation to do something so aweful like that. I could never imagine having to go through something like that and I feel sorry for the families that had their loved ones killed or injured for someone elses amusement. It is just a reminder of how cold and dark this world can be. Me personally, I like to believe in the good of people. Things that happen like this just make me wonder. I have seen enough television shows like criminal minds and it makes me think that some people just are born sick. When I was younger I used to think that people were a product of their environment, but now I kind of believe that some people were never right to start out with. How great would it be if we had a way to detect them before they acted out in these mass murders.